I numb the pain I have by drowning in my sorrow,
If only there was a way I could change this heart of mine, I would beg, steal or borrow.
I think of you each and everyday,
Though the light I once had in my heart has all but turned to grey.
Your face appears in my dreams each and every night,
Something I struggle with as I never wanted to fight.
I pray for the day that you will finally let me speak,
It's the only hope I have right now, given that things look ever so bleak.
My love for you will never wane,
As sad as this may be, I understand that we will never ever be together again.
One door closes and another opens or so they say,
The time has come for me to start this new life, a new life which begins on this very day.
